Chriscia cyrus

2012-02-18T17:17:00.000+08:00

why why why!!!! u knw why i act like i dun care is because i always wanna care but u dun seem to care so i tired being upsad and all. u can say wat i nv think of u and all but first cos i just learning ur since u are ok and think is care so i give u same ba.hais i knw u give up drinking and all. i always wish to spent time with u but always always u are on ur com com com play maple play maple and when u are tired or bored with ur game then come to me wat am i !!!!come ur house spenting time with u is see u play game!!!!Then when i stop wat u will say!! i dc i dun love u le!!! u angry me anger me then all these years seeing u play game and follow u meet ur frens and u dun even care only sometime i nv even say a word and continue till now then i say out . i love u but if i am the u and u are me and i like that always when i knw u are not playing but i just keep playing will u be ok with me or u are ok with it. u always say u give in always to me yupp u got but did u think i always got give in !!!!hais anyways i still love u as ever.

2012-02-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i think of wat u say. i always trouble and add stress in you but i just ask 1 question.
hais sorry if u feel that u no freedom everything is cos of me then i think u just do wat u feel like doing ba.i dun wanna be like my mum forcing ppl do things which in their heart actually not willing .hais u can play ur maple all day long and do others as u wish. forget about me weather i like or dun like or watever cos i dun wanna make u feel like i am forcing u. hais

2012-02-07T23:47:00.000+08:00

seriously u all dun understand me at all.i just took ur money for 2 days and now u came home complain say why this month nv give u money and ytd still can go drink !!!nv go work somemore. if u knw that i in work get f plus not 1 person onli which person wun no mood maybe for u can take it la but i cnt.Go drink to cool down myself cnt meh also nv use ur money plus nv take ur money for today...Say so much.Say i useless dumb or watever cos since young i cnt study .if u just quiet i will be thankful to u and these things wun happen and i wun say such things too.i knw u are a good mother and u suffer alot .All these i knw.i nv say u are not good or wat.i respect u alot.Just that y cnt u just dun add frustrations in me!!!! father father like f like that....sick dun care go out with some fucking bitch slut.!!..mother good loving but always force me to say things which she just wan it to be like and look like. Do u all even knw or ask wat i want or wat happen to me.Maybe u all did ask but even i say how i feel or watever .u all will understand meh or will console me!!no only nag or scold so wat for i say...... hais wat can i say.... my life is screwed.

2012-01-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

Woke up and eat some bread with ham and butter for breadfast and for afternoon too. Hope today got alot ang bao .indeed alot hahahahhas nv go ah gong house cos if i go think too late le to bibi house so after grandma and aunt all visited my house .i went to bath and prepare everything when u told me ur frens are coming play cards i was like ok then i think again guess i dun go better .Dun wanna be an extra or give some black face cos if i go i knw this will happen so best is dun go.forget it... hais hope u had fun yeah.... u ask me i love u anot.Is cos i love u all the while thats y close an eye everytime when go out with them with u.Cos it always feel like i really an extra so i had enough. so tired shall rest early today.Chinese new year must be happy.

2012-01-20T00:46:00.001+08:00

Hais feel so sick of work !!!!!! But no choice it's the way u earn for a living in this world. Feel so upsad when I ask. U who call u . U ignored me and play ur game . Better still I ask again . U reply me in a like I am irritating u like that a tone!!!! I just wanna knw wat!!! Am I so irritating to u. I admit I get jealous and always suspect u but cos u mean alot to me . If u are not the 1 I love I then dun bother leh!!!! Sometimes I think do u love me anot or u are bored of me. Hais if only everything around me can be that simple.;/ gonna slp so tired

2012-01-10T12:17:00.001+08:00

Hmms just thinking are we going to last till marriage!!! Hais feel like it's going down always. Maybe I too over thinking. Hais everytime wanna care u more , ur actions told me that u dun need it . Then I stop say I dun care only think of myself. Hais soon I will go mad sia!!! Hais why cnt just be simple !!!;/. Arghh my heart cares for u but I realize I cnt show it cos if I do i will end up hurting myself and start a quarrel again!!! Hais I must cheer up . Whoohoo breath in breath out. Will ok de. Whoos.

2012-01-09T01:35:00.001+08:00

Was early ytd. Whoohoo Milo scared me from behind!!!! Arghh!!! Then went to the lift saw byan . Walao again wear like Korean .... Lols help kiko blow dry quite a few client . Heehee waited till night then bi suddenly call me and told me he went into an accident !!! I was like blur and blank all a sudden till he repeat the second time then I knw wat really happen so dinner is cancel and I rush down to take money and took a cab down to the hospital which he admitted in . Poor Bibi injured till like that.;( u are brave when the nurse wash ur wound . Good job!!! But I feel like an extra when all ur frens came down and all went ur house . I knw i am really an extra this time. Maybe I am really useless cnt help u out anything or others . I was thinking actually have ur frens can le I am just the extra 1 that only burden u and make u feel that I only think of myself. Hais I wun say anything to you. Just hope ur injuries cure as soon as possible .

2012-01-07T10:51:00.001+08:00

Hais feel like an idiot everytime I wake u up. I so hungry and I ask u but u say wait then I quiet ok wait . Then after awhile u fall aslp and wake u up u dun bother. Fine !!!! That's it I ownself leave. Feel like I mean if tired just rest ba . Wun be meeting u if like that. Feel like ur last time habit come again. Hais y am I in this world man!!! F up!!! Knn love is just a word to me.... Everytime I hear ppl say wat love me watever I feel Pls la !!!! -.- Oh blog u are the only thing that I can express my anger out and sadness. :)

2012-01-01T14:50:00.000+08:00

Another year of saddness again.Its not i dun give u face !!!hais i love you still as much as before just that why must be always with ur frens .HAis but then again i guess when u are alone with me u will sian thats why u join ur frens .Or am i selfish to ask you to just go out with me alone.Now u are mad at me .This fucking world...if only i am a non living thing or nothing . sometime i feel wat is romance and love in my world. the world and things around me are making me more and more heartless in all things. somestimes wanna soft heart also cnt .damm my heart still long for u even though i am moodless ytd night and last year too.Just hope and i wish for that everything goes well and change for the better in 2012 now.

2011-12-29T15:20:00.000+08:00

Today cnt wake for work!!! My head is spinning ! So pain so pain and my eyes cmi man!!!!
Moodless today even i go work also confirm get f de!!! so i took mc for today.Hais how i wish that u can give me some peace.For just one minutes or so i will be thankful to you!!! hais thats all for today shall go have some rest.Tired

2011-12-28T02:57:00.000+08:00

Hmms sometimes i feel u really did love me but sometimes i feel u are tired of me.i am confused!!!
i always feel that when i put in my effort to love then make me feel that i should not had put it all!!!!!When u put in is when i dun really care de time. hais maybe i thinking or over feeling ba!!! hmms loads of clothes to wash man!!!omg~ jialat siol!!!! hmms today like a busy sia keep got client!!!! like a no rest even eat also no time!!! hope Thursday not so many ppl!!!!Guess i am turning in.!!!! i love u wen wen.hope u realize it .Sorry if i keep suspecting u.:( forgive me cos i just dun wan it to happen and getting heartbroken which wun cure!!! yawns~

2011-12-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

what a raining christmas it is man!!!! Feel so dead tired after work everyday.Was hoping that the salon could give me 2 days off .LOLS ahhahahahahas my christmas wish is that my mr right will make me happy and really is the right choice i make!!! laughs heehee .Feel so f up these days with life i also dk wat is wrong with me !!! temper getting worst. damm!!!! oh lord pls help me i really going out of control which i find that is not me just hais....
seeing my cousin getting married happily !Feel so happy for her even though not vry close with her.Arghh hate to meet relatives !!!Feel so werid guess cos from young i nv did build relationship with them!!!Feel so cold man!!!!But its nice to sleep with this weather. hahahahs:D

2011-12-16T20:21:00.000+08:00

omg i starting work 3 days later.My tired days are coming back.:( hais jiayou's to me man.
just went to eat with my mum then took a cab home so tired. wonder why guys say i love you but only through words.It nv shown through action then how you prove you love a girl man...haiyo !!!! i can say i miss you or love you but the only thing thing it matters is the actions not the words. Maybe ppl nv think far only see for now.
yay i taking off on 24th.like a happy only!!! hahahahahahs cos going wedding. hahahahahs
must try slim down man!!! food u are so evil make me fat or should i say i cnt control myself.:( roar!!!
i feel so not important to you that moment onwards, yupp i have mistakes too and u are right but hais.
How i wish i am not living in this world. Rather be a tree or something that is call a non living thing.:(

2011-12-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

wow going in shunji next tues.omg like a scared onlii!!! chriscia tan must jyjy.
i felt like my tired dAys will be starting real soon.!!! thanks joshua for the accompany to my interview and waiting for me.heeheehee. enjoy the day with u bro. hahahahhas so sian sia i am so broke i wanna have more money shall on diet then can save more money too.i miss you man nianjie. hahahahahs hope to see you real soon.

2011-12-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

wow at last i end the hell life in T&G!!! my goodness cmi sia inside.Hais maybe i am weak thats why cnt carry on with them. hmms wow i gain 2.5 kg sioll inside@@ fat fat fat argh!!! miss you all assistants .Really had fun with u ppl and also learn alot from u all. hahahahahhas i wonder sometimes do u love me cos i feel and see i really like not important to u!!! hais feel like i am dragging u down.hais :( eason sia , sasha ,amanda ,fairuz ,jesmun and kenny good luck in future in t&g .May all ur training goes well and stanley too. i shall rest these days.hahahahahhas

2011-11-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

So fucking siann everyday have to go to work only Tuesday off.My life become no life sia!!!
arghh!! Have problems with my relationship pass few days and it shaken too.hais wat a life man!!!!
bf mistaken me and stan when is actually not stanley. lols but it's nth i think i am nuts...i want faster get out and change salon. Cant take it.@@ lols weak me. tmr celebrating christina bd le.whoohoo hope she is happy that wat i plann for her.lols gonna slp le so tired tmr have to work again@@:( i miss samffy!!!

2011-11-26T15:32:00.001+08:00

So bored so I came to blog!!! Lols omg today wore white jeans same as Eason!!! Hmms ytd u nv meet me just cos u are not in a good mood due to me but I find we should settle it ourself . Hais but Nbm it's already pass. If only got a place which always make me happy and no worries or watever how nice can that be!!! It's only a dream. Feel so moodless but today seems like nth make mood
better.@@

2011-11-23T19:29:00.001+08:00

Oh man I am so
Confuse with my feelings. Arghh what is wrong with me!!!! Hais Hope I stop these feelings. Bibi hope u feel better!!! Still thinking should I stay or switch salon!!! Oh man dk wat to choose!!!! Feel so tired today As in everyday I also feel tired !!!! Lalalallalalallalala what a tired day@@;(

2011-11-17T11:06:00.001+08:00

So sian everyday work work work. Arghh!!! My poor blog now I will make u alive. Everyday like a not enough rest. I wonder some ppl should really start to think of others dun be such a xiao qi GUI .... So lame... Hmms dun knw I wanna stay in Toni and guy for ia anot. Roar!!!! Miss nj hubby. Heehee hope all my frens doing ia all the best cos it's ending soon so just struggle it through . Lalala baby u light up my life like nobody else.;)

2011-10-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

Hmms keep nua nua only these days...so tired and sick of things.Trying my best to dun care about it and think of others things. Just do all things thats can keep my mind away from it. i feel that i have enough of trying to save it le..so now i decide is dun care maybe i am not understanding so i have to think another way...!! Dun wanna to be like this for the rest of my lives...thought cos its important to me so its okkays try to merge and everything will be okay but i guess if i carry on like that i sure go mad one day or become a change person which not even me..!!
hais lallalalallalas dun wanna think liao dun wan dun wan!!!!! Just think other.arghh!!! wow feel so hungry hungry hungry. Hais dun knw wat to do wat chioce to make hais guess i give myself some time to think about it..!Cos it's not going work if like continues with no changes.omg Thursday is the graduation show.. omg omg like a scared only hope can do it.

2011-10-14T15:25:00.000+08:00

wow these days vry tired siol keep nua on my bed nia... arghh today got sch then overslept so nv go.. lols
hahahahs hmms feel like eating lots of food before i go ia.. hahhahaz bibi hope u are alrights in camp like a so long feeling never see u lerhhs. Almost forgotten that i have a bf..opps=x yawns i miss you hope tonight ur book out is real cos i really do miss u.Hope u felt the same way too.Oh mind suddenly see you in ph for such a long time nv see you le...lols hmms think u are doing great thats good. everytime i see u i felt guilty like i owe u my whole life.. oh fuck .U acted fine and enjoy urself but i felt guilty omg at the end ur face change and i even felt more guilty. Regretted hurting u over and over again now whenever in future i see u i will feel this way but can say i feel save when u are beside me that day all the way.Thanks.Saw William he nv change much.. hahahs omg i am late gonna prepare and meet my dear dear at bugis lerhhs. hahhas

2011-10-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

wow today woke up by hazel call ,she looking for my model number.hahahhahahas
then play my maple walao faster level man hope get unlock that map soon. hahahahahahhahas
Then eat my toasted bread with a cup of orange juice.Shiok ah!!! hahahahhas i miss my bibi. hahahahhas
hope he sick recover as fast as possible then he outfield tmr wun so xinku. Then pei chris to interview at paragon .Wow i nv interview i also anxious i reach so early like i interview like that sioll...-.- arghh!!! hhahahas my stomach like a hungry all the way. All i think is food. hehehhehehes Walk with her to the salon first thing was all the ppl working there all stare like wun turn away. crazy de. But as soon as she finish her interview successful we held to heeren there to pei ting for interview. hahahahs the boss like werid werid one. But the thai guy was like wow hot man but too bad he is a gay...WTF man!!! lols hahahhas hope ting get to a salon that she want.:) jiayou her!! Then we went to far east to eat my long wanting wanton mee . whoohoo shiok ttm man!!!Make me happy till mad ah. hahahhahas After that drink bubble tea with chris then they pei wo go interview cos the tony&guy suddenly call ask me for interview!!! Wow i was shock ah!!!! Then nervously walk into heeren once we reach there.Chris pei me go to the salon then i went in bravely and smile and lucky the boss was over there and straight went to interview .It was smooth and cool man!!! i love ang mo de then i ended up in a ang mo salon.happy dao...!!! hahahahahhas whoohoo. the guys there are young man.. hmms hope my ia will smoothly pass too. Thank god for the salon. heehee baby jiayoiu jiayou for ur outfeild. loves

2011-10-07T01:30:00.000+08:00

Posting for thursday 6 October 2011

Was so tired but have to wake and go for theory test. The paper was quite hard at the back for me
but fren help so not so bad la. hahahahhas Hmms today was bibi AB day he told me he injured his knee i was omg is he alright serious anot.Lucky not so jialat after i saw . hais i feel like actually i see ppl changing due to ppl actually i finally realize why they become like that. Some ppl is like a slut because they had been hurt badly so they become one to overcome and not be hurt again same goes to flirts not all of them want to be like that de but they are been hurt till they just change .hais wat a f up world is this.....!!! wanna say a phrase which is in my heart just after wat happen today. I knw wat the truth is,i tried to look away from what u did and i realize now heartache became my friend. Feeling sad but u became angry and hurt urself when it hurts me more.... i put down i sadness and hug you and dun let u hurt urself but u push me away repeatedly but i refuse to let go even though i feel down.But for you when it's like that you would never done the same and nv did it .You make me feel like our love was not real all of a sudden and confuse what the hell is love.i dont want to get up again and hope u will get it right the this time and i cn't get away from you is one of the reasons why that i just cnt get you out of my mind.hais oh lord pls make us improve but not bring me thinking that instead of improve is bringing nearer of leaving him. hais pls give me the endurance of everything .So tired after a long walk to my house . freaking no strenght on my leg le.As i walk i think and think and think and after letting it out while i walk home i feel better.Hope justin bieber song is true as it say i close my eyes and i can see a better day. Oh f my neck grow a pimple. hope bi's knee get well soon. guess he is too tired so he cnt get up but also good i can let my sadness out otw home. It feels betetr. hehehehs

2011-10-05T18:29:00.000+08:00

Wow today woke up but so lazy man ... hais dun feel like going school de lo!!!
But bo bian need to go.!!!! arghh!!! need to style model hair to take photo shoot!!!. yawns.
wa the beauty ppl make up for them like a wat only lo. i was like wtf !!!! hahahahahhas
need wait so long to photo shoot.... man!!!! misses samffy bibi. hehehehehehs hmms i wonder wat questions coming out for tmr exam man!!! sian sian sian sch is so boring man. i am so so so tired these days due to graduation thinging...... every morning need to wake so early lucky friday dun have. like a happy onli siol. hahahhahahas.Girls all the best for tmr man. bibi its okkays that u today nv get gold. sayang hope ur next round will get and i knw u will. hehehehs so miss miss him. lalalallalalals now going study for tmr. GTG lalalallas

2011-10-04T21:32:00.001+08:00

wa today bibi woke me up then i faster rush and go bath to go sch.!! like a tired onli!!!
hahahahahahs feel so hungry and worried and most of all nervous abt the exam today.

i was omg omg !!! scared !!! But at last i manage to finish it on time and designed is done.
tmr is the photo shoot day for my model. hehehehehehs oh man i also want sia. hahahahahs
sorry baby make you wait for me so long .heheheh opps>.< my little patrick bibi.hahahhahahahahs
i am attached to tony& guy .omg am i supposed to be happy or wat. i scared i cnt cope but i think i will if i use all my heart to archive and focus in everything they teach me. hehehehehhehes ate pizza hut with the girls.
it was quite fun while we chat our thing together and joke together. hahahhahahahs
baby jiayou for tmr ippt worhh .i believe u sure can do it de. my strong samdwich bibi. hahahahhas
whoohoo~

2011-09-26T00:04:00.002+08:00

Posting for 25/09/2011 Sunday

woke up eat bee hoon like a shiok only. i miss u man nj hubby.Soon u will be 19 le worhhs. hahahhahahs
loves.bibi i miss u so much too just now heard ur voice was so happy but did not show it out.shy later u thought i siiao. hahahhahas But in my heart i really happy. Say eat me hor!!!! arghh say me fat arghh!!!! u come back get kill from me!!! chong wen wen!!!! 5 days more to see you .hehehehehe loves bibi. hope u miss me like i miss you even though u dun sound like la.omg omg my loreal i think can visit gg.com le. i wonder in my mind if i were in overseas that long will u miss me and wait for me.hmms. black black pig .!!:D Am i silly to like you like as though u are the only thing matters to me? sometimes i think i am dumb to do so .hais. soon i guess my mind will have a good answer to that.yawns i wanna be a millionaire so freaking bad .

2011-09-25T12:13:00.000+08:00

1 direction<3<3

Posting for Saturday 24/09/2011

woke up then go with mum to eat then a crowded only lorhhs eat crystal jade porridge . Then went to buy somethings then shop awhile cos she want to.lols. Then go home. Was so tired i guess is the medicine reaction after taking it.Oh man i am so confused in my love life.Suddenly someone shaken it and my heart like oh fml man.But when vic brought me he doand doo everything for me i waas think if only bibi was already ord and he is one that is doing all these for me how nice. omg. !!!! vic u are sweet but always when u are are sweet i will tend to wish if only the person i love is that sweet to me and really rush down for me when i really need him. hahahaha i guess i am dreaming but no chioce army has taken lots of times so i just have to wait. thanks for the flowers its was sweet but sorry about it. i really appreciate u made me smile and rush down when i am sick.Guess its always like that the person u love always dun really show but the person u dun love just show so much care and love.oh wat the hell is wrong with this world love man....fuck it..... baby i hope u are fine and hope u eat baobao everyday.bare with the suffering overthere soon it will pass. he move my heart but i was think the person is u bibi then it will be perfect le. ah kor hope u and her will have further related things going on. hahahahs jiayou bro as for me i just gonna wait for my guy to be back.

2011-09-23T12:33:00.001+08:00

Wow after wed steamboat is enough man. I got food poisoning !!! Fuck man .... Early in the morning vomit and my stomach hurts like fuck!!!!! For the very first time it's hurts so badly...:( follow by fever.... Walao Hmms dare not tell her cos I knw she will only scold me.... Hias I wonder actually should tell the loves ones but always tell le like become worst plus I so sick le then add in her scold I guess I can go bang the wall better.;(. Hmms so wait till evening Vic drove me to see doctor and bought me food to eat cos I haven eat at all the whole day. Thanks Vic sorry to trouble you. Nj wanted to take me to the doctor but I scared after that too late then she very hard to go home. Loves hubby. Today work I cnt go le. Must rest at home:) hopefully my sickness recover as my fever is down. Whoohoo. Hais Bibi in Thailand if only he is here with me . Hmms forget it dun wanna think abt anything.... Yawns

2011-09-22T00:39:00.000+08:00

1 direction<3

posting for 21/09/2011

wow woke up and play my maple maple in fb. hehehehs f man i need to lvl 32 then new quest@@ oh man!!!
use msn and suddenly u pop out then chat with me. i was like ok... then u ask me how me and him le i was like fine as usual nth special or new .lols but i glad u found a girl that treasure and tc of you.hmms the shocking part is u ask me that period of time does it method or bother's you right now. The reason actually is i guess u also knw i love him thats y. hahahhahs if u came by and see this i shall give u the answer here but anywhere it's the past and now u have gf so stop thinking abt the past man.lols.... just wanna say glad that i been frens with u cos u are great and i wish u and her all the best and last long.:) Went to bugis to meet the girls to eat steamboat. freaking funny siol we chat the thing is like omg. hahahahahahahs so miss jing mei so long nv see her lerhh finally see her like a happy onli. hahahahahs hope her ia salon wun upsad again.jiayou girl i knw u can do it. Eat till very full like a balloon and i think i grow fat onli.argh!!! baby i miss you. hope to hear ur voice but i guess hard barhhs. Hmms jy bi 8 days more and u are back to me. whoohoo. i am becoming poor man . lucky this friday got work.whoohoo.money money money.$.$ laughs

2011-09-20T01:14:00.000+08:00

<3 1 Direction

Posting for 19/09/2011 Monday

wow woke up then eat my bread and drink a cup of orange juice. love the orange juice. whoohoo
my braces keep cutting my gums.!! Fuck!! play my maple then level up then go bath and meet the girls.
went to bugis juction eat my rice and a bowl of soup then we went bugis street to shop.omg my pay i guess cnt last long de.must work man!!@@ laughs hehehehehhes later evening we went to tcc to chill . i ate my salad like a shiok siol!!! whoohoo. i must really control mt diet and work a little exercise if not i getting fat only lo.bibi say my leg big......hais sadd oh mind i guess i must go on a diet ...die die also must diet .o fmf man!!! sadd cries... hmms guys still like hot girls ....hais. guys means guys-.- .... wow i am going to rest tmr. hahahahs 1 direction 1 direction. hope bibi leg wun get worst.

2011-09-18T17:02:00.002+08:00

1 direction 1 direction<3

wow i woke up early and i just sleep for 5 hours plus i guess ...omg wat is wrong with me today.
now feel so tired i guess tonight i gonna sleep early man!!! hahahahhas. post baby a patrick morning picture. hahahahahs his tummy like patrick de. hahahahs so happy cries baby say his tummy wun be like that. boo hoo hoo!!! hehehehe i miss u my lover boy boy. hope ur back dun get too serious and it will cure soon. xinku ni lerhhs baby. must jiayou's worhhs. u can pass the 12 days of it. i am sure u can de.loves. yay bibi coming back soon and my graduation show also coming ... hate it the most!!!!! wish faster end then i can attachment lerhhs...arghh!!! i want drink pokka green tea today!!! whoohoo. i am so in love with you pokka.

2011-09-18T02:26:00.000+08:00

Posting for 17/09/2011 Saturday
wow woke up late cos so tired.Saw joshua post one direction. walao i saw liao get hook by them.they are from x factor .Super handsome.The kind of dream guys of ang mo i dream for since vry young.omg larhh!!!!
whoohoo i love u man one direction.keep se their video since they join x factor but their new song is nice man.
went to tcc to eat eat like a shiok only man. whoohoo^.^ Then go shopping the topshop beside paragon .
so love the clothes but its kind of expensive man. If only i am rich then i dun need worry.Now i knw y my frens all so militaristic. Actually as i grow older i kind of agree with their thinking.But i still have abit of mindset not all things money can buy so yupp. hahahahahs oh my one direction. whoohoo baby u light up my world like nobody else ~ went to eat ice cream cake and coffee. i guess i really fat today. hahahahahs hmms bibi y u always say those words that are actually suppose to be sweet by i feel like it's been force or record like that.LOLS hmms buts its okkies. as wat u say u copy me maybe i say those word to u .u also feel sian abt it ba.lols lalalalalalallalalalalallalalal i dun wan think about it. My one direction u made my day away. whoohoo.
going to continue hear ur song and looking forward to ur new songs. whoohoo. 1D 1D 1D 1D<3<3<3

2011-09-17T00:36:00.000+08:00

Posting for 16/09/2011
wow today woke up then feel hungry so fried 3 eggs with bread for myself to eat for breadfast.
bibi i miss u man!!! hehehehehehe today work was fun and really meet different kind of people.
omg the hot ang mo was so handsome.wow^^ me and cas from far away already eyeing on him. hahahhas
omg he look the most handsome among all. lols wanting him to come and resister from me. he really came i was like omg omg so existed to register for him then i saw a girl beside him .walao i sian yi ke though his gf then after that found out she is not . i was like chey. lols but my sam sam more hot still.Nobody can compare to him>.< hahahahahs The funniest is a guy look quite young just came in to their company was like keep eyeing on me . omg then suddenly he go talk to the boss and ask can spare some of my time to take a picture with him. i was like so shy . shit man i was like hello i am attached .yoohoo!!!
lols but he seems to be cute lucky my boss save me. er the workers there say i got secret amirer. oh fuck !!!
he told my boss that he wait for me after work. omg la. lucky i leave the place as fast as possible when he went in the dance and dinner inside. heng ah. whoohoo^^ baby baby i think i growing fat only lo.bibibibibibibibibibibi i miss u alot alot alot. hehehehehehehhes gonna rest tmr.

2011-09-16T01:55:00.001+08:00

Posting for 15/09/2011. Hmms woke up play my maple . So happy I dun need kill zombie mushroom lerhhs. Wahahahas. Faster level 30. Drunk a cup of milk and off I go to meet my dear hubby and min min. So happy at last we can eat our ice cream but very little. It's funny that how we share our life and our love life. See min min found a good bf compare to her ex. I felt happy for her. As for me and hubby love life it's nth much but abit similar. Hmms felt that I only give him stress maybe I should just really put it aside. I really nv blame u of anything seriously . I just blame myself for it cos the road is I choose so just have to accept it. Dear nj actually wat u say just now I totally agree with you.sometimes I just feel like giving up but I still hold on Hmms
Thinking is I to use to it that's y cnt give up or I really cnt give up. Hmms . Bibi I miss u . Going to sleep now. So tired.

2011-09-14T22:43:00.001+08:00

Hmms found model le , thanks to my fern help. But I feel no confidence in the hair show like so scary like that plus have to think of a designed@@. Gg. Com siol . Stress stress ;( Hmms maybe shall think abt it these days. Just now watch spongebob square pants so funny. WahAhas Bibi glad u call me in the afternoon but y my heart feel that u dun miss me. Oh man am I thinking alot ? Hais y I always think of negative thing and felt so too;( oh man. But seriously I miss u alot.

2011-09-14T16:57:00.001+08:00

Posting for 13/09/2011

hmms woke up late.So tired so tired play the maple. hahahahhahahahs
watch some horror movie. love it ttm. hahahahahs hmms u play the piano song is nice man vic.!!:)
enjoy it when u play baby for me to hear. i was like if only the person is justin bieber playing and singing to me i will whoohoo. just imagine he sing there should be me holding ur hand there should me feeling ur kiss. walao burst to tears sia.oh justin.:) <3<3 lols hahahahahhahas dream abt nianjie cooking loads of things for me to eat like a shiok. eat till i gain 10 kg one shot. lols baby seems busy i guess. Are u missing me i hope is.But even though it is i feel that u are not missing at all. 6 sense just told me so.hmms anyway i am going to hear bieber song again. ahhahahs.

2011-09-12T20:54:00.000+08:00

wow today i still felt so tired after wake up. Faster chiong the maple i wan to get my hat.argh!!!!
but lucky i got the weapon for free dun need use the menso to buy. hahahhahahas
whoohoo. Hope the stupid dick face kenny kee dun ever call my phone ever .The gf please do something...
irritating shit man he is....!!!arghhs bibi i miss u man .Hope to faster see you .i will hug u like mad. omg i think i am crazy. hahahahhas pls come out more horror movies cos i love to watch it everyday. Especially before i sleep like a shiok only. hahahahhahas tmr going cycling man . hahahahhahas:D Samffy samffy i miss u so it seems like its forever. hahahhahas

2011-09-12T01:04:00.000+08:00

posting for sunday de 11/09/2011.
wow woke up in the afternoon. so tired so tired. i think i lazy de sia abit then tired like one siao.
baby glad that u okay lerhhs. i wun joke that kind with u lerhhs i promise. Hearing ur voice in a happy mood make me smile. hehehehehes i miss you man my dear samffy if only u are here with me. i wish u were here.
my dear hear that u eat alot there thats good . hahahahs muacks. went to eat at airport .shiok only the chicken wing and the ya kun tea with milk up size.shiok till the maximum . hehehehehhes Tmr must watch my movie man. hahahahas. dear so happy that can talk with u so long cos we hardly chat to each other. loves longing for u to be back to sg. 18 days more my dear. hehehehhes u are the reason y that i smile. hehehehehs you are the only thing i need.Tired le u rest well my love.

2011-09-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

what a tired day today is for me. omg i woke up like 5 la.omg sioll!!!!
actually though was easy but i guess is the crowd that make me cant handle.
my legs are pain man!!!!!!!! argh but just now eat fish soup like a happy only after a day of hard work.
i get boss scold.:( arghhs unfair...!!! bibi i really sorry about the joke i joke with u.hais felt so bad now hearing u and hurting u.how i wish i can see ur smile and hear ur laughter all day .i promise i wun joke this kind with u le seriously. i really dun mean it de bibi .hais cheer up bibi hope u are alright:( i wanna see u smile bibi. i knw sometimes i am childish or watever but i just wanna tell u my heart always longs for u. loves really sorry bibi.:(

2011-09-09T20:05:00.001+08:00

i miss my dear. hope u doing fine in Thailand. tmr i working lerhs .omg need wake like a early only lo. F it!!!
tonight i must sleep early lerhhs. hais y must say till like that man daimen also not we wanna like that cos very little ppl ma.... hais hope u chill. my dear nj u dun have to say sorry cos its really not ur fault.i also dun wish u skip sch just for me.:( love you . wa today chiong my drama like a mad only. eating my yogurt like enjoying to the max only. hahahahhas. bibi jun rong saw you lerhh in the camp hahaha he just told me. miss u very very much.i guess after today i really felt that u really have nth to talk to me de. Hais ur bat flat ya ya ya all all of things the main thing i guess is u are sick of me ma i feel. After so long u got the chance to talk and it turns out that i think u rather dun call me man. hais.

2011-09-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

today woke up late cos too tired lerhhs:( late for class. cries. hmms today lesson alot talking sian but scary cos i need pass my cert. stress man!!! my theory like a scary only!!! arghh today i ate a meal. shitt i must really cut down . wow Today went H&M like a shiok only. whoohoo .i <3 H&M man is cheaper then topshop and clothes about the same.love it ttm. i can stay H&M whole day man!!! hahahahaahs
bibi i miss you . argh i nv wear so nice cos we nv go like places that need wear nice de ma bibi.
baby baby baby wen wen wen wen . hope u miss me too. sat going work work work lerhhs.
earn my money money money to return my mummy mummy mummy. LOLS

2011-09-08T00:11:00.000+08:00

wow woke up chiong my drama. wahahahahahs wat a wednesday i have today!!!
just now meet ballball and the rest to eat sakae shishi like one come out from jail like that.
The person see also scared. hahahahahhahahahs empty my stomach just for this dinner sushi time. hahahahahs
eat as much as you can. ahhahahahs hmms i wonder why my fren wanna be attached .i feel actually single also not bad ma at least u dun need think of anything just do what u like.Dun even worry and dun have expectations
is't it great. Butt attached also good la but depends ba. hahahahhas omg today saw li sin status got zhu head comment replying got join us sushi i was like omg!!!lols i think i crazy....=.= hmms bibi hope u outfield nv hurt yourself .eat well there. i miss you but dun wish to think about you.When i start to think of you i will get emo but i miss you. oh man i shall really start my diet from tmr after tonight is the last day of eating like a ass.:) laughs Sian tmr got school. jiayou me tmr.

2011-09-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

wow today mummy at home.hahahahahahs saw ur reply in fb so happy. hehehehhehes
bibi is not i dun wan have faith in you but i really did try but fail. Just saying the truth to you .i dun wish to say good words to make u happy that i dun even feel that way inside me. U know why some time u ask me if i wanna married u, i will say no straight to your face is cos i have no faith in marriage in us honestly speaking.
i love you but i just nv think of marriage between us. hmms. hais but i love u so maybe just push marriage aside ba anyway we still got a long way to go even if we wanna marry also need load load money money.Head pain@@ Jessie J sings its not about the money money money but actually the real world is really the opposite of wat she sings.lols i miss u bibi. later going sushi. hahahahahs

2011-09-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

Whoohoo today at last go back school.omg larhhs suddenly wear uniform like so weird!!!heehee
but its great that our class at last had a class picture .^.^ hahahahahs stupid edmund first thing i see him he give me that face. argh!!!! hahahahs. We had fun , accompany ting hui crazy smurf to make her card but at last the fellow say need ic and so cant cos she nv bring@@ ..... After that went to bugis to eat hahahahahs.
Chat chat then went to eat forlick frozen yogurt with ball ball. hahahahhas
bibi i hope u are okay over there. nv heard ur whatsapp . 25 more days u sure can overcome it okkies.
i hope u nv broke the promise u made to me.:( i was thinking alot that my promise has broken just that he come back will tell me nv. :( i miss you. hope to see you soon in sg.:)

2011-09-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

These days i wake liao then go back sleep like head giddy so must sleep longer.argh!!!!
wake liao then eat pink pink bao mummy steam for me de. hahahahahahs shiok ah with a cup of orange juice.whoohoo.Then watch Eaters the zombie movies. hahahahhahhas after that eat papaya for dinner and wang wang.laughs. Keep want finish my quests in fb maple. argh!!!! Faster faster. hahahhahahahas
wa bibi keep eat eat in thailand.Me also want leh .....Unfair!!!!! NBM tmr i will eat eat eat.Life is all abt food in my mind. hahahahahahs muacks to the food. stupid bee keep fly here and there.Irritating si lerhhs!!!!

Faster leave the house man!!!! i dun want slp with the bee. wow seeing my classmates all start to work .oh man i really got to enjoy food before my attachment come and my meals are sceww!! Its the fml time man. roar!!!
Baby baby i miss you .heehees

2011-08-31T22:55:00.000+08:00

Oh sleep till shiok shiok man this morning, hahahahahhas but if samffy is sleeping beside me thats the best cos wake up can snap a photo of him secretly wahahahahahhas. Ate a ham egg bread and a cup of orange juice for my bread fast + lunch .Then play maple in fb.laughs keep send Desmond to help me in my skills.Keep eat bibi buy me the Wang Wang . i guess i promise him to slim down like not working sial for today.opps>.<
Food are so delicious till i cannot say no to it.Freak!!! i guess i eat more then i exercise. Roar!!!!
baby baby i miss you badly man!!!! come back sg eat yogurt with me . hahahahas Hope u are okay in Thailand.
Loves you.

2011-08-28T19:38:00.001+08:00

baby i hope u like the birthday cake i choose for you. hahahs . soon you are going thailand hais i wonder how am i going to live without you but lucky is 1 month if not i guess i rather die@@.... bibi 22 soon le worhhs .hehehehes a few more months you going ord lerhh so bibi jiayou's worhhs. So fun putting the cream on ur face. hahahahhas wee's .i guess my 19th birthday i will be dead from you!!! But still long so dun ned worry. hhahahhas
omg my sun burn hurts man!!! shit the sun man.... next week going to see you this stupid sun again..... hope it wun be sunny on that day. hehehehehehs bibi u so silly though u control me too much and give up!! Seriously man all i do is just wanna see weather u will control me anot. i dun mind being control by you bibi but the thing is u wun and i feel that u dun give a damm .From everything i see u always give up easily that's what i am disappointed of. u say u love me but y did you give up so easy and show me u give up. But i hope u wun this time.i will be waiting for you in sg bibi my love. hahahahahs i love you.

2011-08-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

Bibi thanks for ytd my 18th birthday cake.heehee's its the best of all .hahahahahhas
baby so sweet of you.Its okkies if is actually a surprise for me but its ended up not .i still love it hahahahs cos
u give de.hehehehehehehs wa sian tmr got school. super siann ttm larhhs.@@ how i wish i dun ned go back sch.arghh!!!! baby tmr must jiayou's worhhs with watever activities.

i ♡ you samuel chong guo wenn.hehehe

2011-08-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

So sad he today whole day like a busy but he is really busy so hais:( arghh maybe i should stop thinking abt him.
wow today lesson like a boring siol the theory can sleep.hahahahahs Was so hungry so wait wait wait for break then chiong go eat. hahahahs yummy yummy then after that we got practical color different style de. laughs
was fun but ma fan too. hahahhahas its looks great and fun. .hehehehhes stupid zhu tuo edmund disturb me .arghh then at at basin there take glove play with water..=.= so big le like small kid like that.LOLS hahahahahas
still jio me play this kind.walao hahahhas.told him you got ever see brush fly to ur face if not stop playing.hahahahhas so funny laugh die me.!!!! argh joey keep anyhow say i say him then he come disturb me.roar stupid pig head but true if one day in sch he nv disturb me is like when the sky drop man!!! lols
run to teacher and hide .lols hahahahahahahs dumb ass pants suddenly got hole and skip color go home.hahahahs yawns wat a day after sch went to eat forlick with ball ball they all.cool man!!

2011-08-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

Thanks mum for the wonderful birthday dinner , i feel shiok arhh!!! whoohoo:)hahahahahhahahhas
getting older le i must grow wiser and more mature in everything.hmms feel like as i grow older my worries gets heavier !!omg man seriously.arghh!!! why do i feel that the person that should celebrate with me is not with me always and the person that can rather spent on other thing is with me. hmms but wat choice can it be also also blame its choice-less .So appreciate with all the wishes man.hahahahhas oh man i am so lazy to go sch tmr,siann tmr got sch. arghh!!!! have to sleep soon. yawns

2011-08-05T00:39:00.000+08:00

dear dear hubby today u made my day and u always did .u nv fail to made my day.u make me smile with no worries cos ur words and comfort make my mind have no fears and worries.u are so wonderful to me dear.
i think we should married that is if u or either me change sex then perfect le.:] hahahahhahas but thats impossible.
sometimes cas i think u are like last time me y so serious just play play can liao then u wun get hurt and in did u nv get get ever since after him.wow but my mind set has totally change hais want go back .But actually this is just protecting ourself from not be hurt cos we had been hurt badly before.as u grow up and meet someone u really love u would just forget to protect urself and get hurt .hmms oh man i am getting fat fat fat.how i wish i can eat all i want and i wun grow fat like some people.arghhs!!!!!! bibi i hope u like the thing i going to give even though its not pricely but thats all i can afford.:( hehehehhe hope he will like it on that day.:] hahahhahahahahs
going to slpp .whoohoo fluffy bed here i come^^

2011-08-03T19:06:00.000+08:00

today woke up eat tom tum maggie mee. So lazy plus its raining so i ate it for breadfast and then watch lots of movie.whoohoo. ytd heard bibi got nights out though today can meet him so i wait wait till 6+ but he say he going rub rub so not meeting me i was like ok.hmms guess i should meet ya sis with jeremy .argh forgett it nbm next time can de. my korean drama starting man .hahahahahahhahahas i was thinking that time also wanted to meet then got thing .i think i should really turns my thoughts le . left 1 more month to fly guess it just have to be like that. hope after rub rub u will feel better.:) goodbye my thoughts .welcome to my new thoughts just to make me feel better. gtg

2011-07-27T20:50:00.000+08:00

yawns today went sch early to hear for the ia thinging. hahahahhs talk liao eat at hideout meatball pasta and french fries .the meatball pasta sux ttm=.= yucks pui. fries nice. hahahahhs i miss u nj suddenly hope u do ur best in ur exams this week .i know u can do it love. after that i color my hair.stupid edmund want draw art...qian da de !!! loreen also another irritating de!! roar crazy ppl. hahahahhahs hmms thinking of everybody is going ia and we are going to be very busy .omg@@. baby baby u going thailand soon. sadded.i will miss u like crazy.
thanks so much li sin and ball ball for helping with the color.

2011-07-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

wa today nafa can die@@.run so fast yet become last when i am not last .unfair.scew you ite. roar!!!!
leg pain like hell.bibi hope ur aches all will cure fast and jiayou for tmr.u can do it de just have to rest more today.
wait for the fucking ia thing but nth in the end.watse my bloody time......yawns gtg rest soon.tired ttm.baby i am missing you man!!!

2011-07-25T00:32:00.000+08:00

baby baby i miss u man!!! hmms wish ur flu recover soon .i<3 you. hehehehehhe
nj maybe i am foolish but i am just following my heart. No matter how unhappy i dun know why i cnt think of a break with him. i think through hard lerhhs ,yupp its true got guys treats me better and really good but i just dun knw why i nv think of breaking up with him. dear u can scold me like mad or even hit my head.maybe i really crazy but i still love him.Maybe 1 day i will hear ur advice but hope that from now it will flow smoothly and love get stronger.tmr nafa got to sleep early.gtg but nj dearly thanks for everything i know u wan be to be happy and always wants the best for me.<3 you much much.

2011-07-23T14:34:00.000+08:00

My whole life is also giving in even i angry also at last i give in even i sad also at last i give in.wat fuck love in this world have.....all i can do is to bare in my heart .thanks for listening to me to all those that had been my listeners.i appreciate it alot . HAis why do god have to create love...if god dun then i guess i love it this way.love to me only bring hurts not happiness all the time...i rather be a non living thing in this earth then a human.i see in fb wat forever love some ppl wrote .love f ah!!! maybe love 1 month maybe love 1 year but it wun be forever thats wat humans show me.it will be happy but just for awhile.the only happiness forever is in fairylands not in this world.
money makes the world and even ur closest to change if they treat money more important.Bitches seduces guys till they change heart for gf for those that have even how good the guy is...faithful in their mouth is just to make girls happy and promises to them mend to be broken... .Rich guys make girls wanna have them for those that think of their future cause they have the capability to support a family well,but girls mainly eye on the money and not love, marry for the money and not becouse they love him....rich guys throw money to bitches to have sex with them couse money can have everything but not love la.....So wtf is love in this world.......For those that have happy ending with no such things happen in their path then i should say congratz and u are very lucky that god give and make ur life great. hais eyes pain .At first i had a change of love that it wun be so bad as wat i say but after that i found out that is all the same no differents.....

2011-07-21T19:53:00.000+08:00

my head is hurting always these days.hope faster cure.today woke up early rusg bath and rush to inter meet sin they all.Hais seeing you two friendship like that reminds me of me and her but then again me and her is really end .No matter wat it wun change a thing and i nv ever will go back with her even though if god gives me a us a chance.i had enough of it . the feeling of always giving in sux to the call. 4 years of it and end thats it. watse my tears over her and even skip sch due to upsad that she brought to me.WTF is wrong with me i was thinking those years back. i thought giving in and always out with u will last our friendship forever but pui....its all shit...
So i hope u both will be alright and give and take to each other don end up like me and her. i regretted it.
now me and her is really even if i see her on the street i wun give a f shit.... even she say hello to me.... easy to forgive but hard to forget. Wish you 2 faster patch back.^^ hmms today i think i got something wrong suddenly worried when i not supposed to worried that First thing i came in class thought confirm they all will be there then i realize that he haven come.omg.... then he say he otw i was like heng thought wat happen. after break saw him in class then i ok lerhhs. sin i think i gone nuts .....like a idiot. i shall stop these and nv repeat like today. my heart or mind gone wrong....ass. sorry bibi hope u forgive me. i love u de.Dun doubt my feelings for u .it nv change just a slight mind problem today.baby hope u are doing ok in there.soon u are leaving and 1 month later then can see u. hais.baby:(Tmr got full day theory lessons again siann ttm de lo!!! Yay tmr can see u lerhhs. bibi loves

2011-07-18T18:35:00.000+08:00

wow today woke up late then rush to sch. do nth again in sch. siann dao!!!!!
hmms heng tmr got model lerhhs. hahahahahhas after that wen with chris and ting they all eat mac then follow by frolick .shiok arhh!!!! hahahahahhahs life for me is about enjoy food man!!! hahahahahs but then again i get fat too plus i dun like exercise !!! roar. hmms today stomach pain then bibi sayang me.heheh so happy. wondering what are u doing now. bibi i miss you alot alot worhhs. another few more hours is our date. hehehehe loves baby. hmms qian da u all keep say i like ''e '' roar!!! i only love my samffy. hahahahs
hmms baby baby hope ur heart is thinking about me too. omg my show starting.GTG .

2011-07-17T23:50:00.000+08:00

baby baby today xinku ni lerhhs. missing you today. Suddenly have a image of u being scared by me that time. hahahas so cute. actually sometimes images flashes in my mind abt us since the day we met.hahahhahahs
happy flashes that is such a wonderful thing. hehehehhes baby baby soon u will leaving hais hate this feeling when this happens. hais. hope u will bring and put me in ur heart to Thailand. bibi i miss you so much.
just watch finsh stairs to heaven. i learn a thing must always cherish the time and the moment with u even if is good or bad times couse we will nv knw one of us will be leaving so lets just cherish and live a happy life till death. baby maybe if i leave first i still wanna shout out loud and say i love u and nv regret being with u.after death still wish to be ur wife forever. heheheh. yawns shall go to bed. tmr need wake early for sch.:( baby hope everything is going well.

2011-07-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

woke up today early couse of the birds so noisy make me cant sleep. Then bibi was sleeping like a pig haven wake couse only sleep 3 hours. sayang baby xinku ni lerhhs.:( loves. then meet up with baby after he wakes and wash up .hehehehhes bibi thanks for giving me money but seriously next times i hope u dun give me couse u will in need de.:( i dun need to eat also can de actually. hais baby baby.LOVES. eventhough is just a day of u but it makes me satisfy lerhhs.hehehehs. Wow so happy that u are discharge lerhhs.lucky u nv forget that u promised me that once u discharge u will tell me.thanks. hope after all these time u in there u learn alot and know how to be a better person.dun need say u regretted or wat or nv done ur part last time couse everyone i think had make mistakes in the past just dun repeat them and always cherish wat u have. i glad that u told me if u had a chance u will cherish and nv be like last time. from wat u say i think u had grown up but then again u are still ur teens maybe someday when u grow older u might think differently like wat i am thinking. last thoughts and this days thoughts really change alot and will get more complicated . hope u will lead a smooth road and find a girl which really guilds u and loves u. i can nor longer be like last time always telling u wats right or wrong. let the lord guild u in ur future barhhs BH:} bibi i misses you. hehehehhe

2011-07-15T18:26:00.000+08:00

hmms today is the best day of my life cos i got a wonderful sleep with no sun shinning on me. yay man!!!
hahahahahhas. hmms laogong hope u wun get hurt or anything. jiayou's all the way. Hungry hungry
very hungry .omg waiting for my mum to be back.@@ hubby nj hope ur lappy ok and all the best in ur projects going on these days. yes man my contact lenses are ready for me to collect. hahahahahhahas
hmms suddenly have a thought of u, hope u are doing okay in life these days.guess u are enjoying ur life barhhs.

2011-07-14T18:33:00.000+08:00

hais hais hais, why why why!!!! thought that we can have good talk couse u have time but guess hope just become opposite way. hais first place dun give me hope better it always turns out this way....
hmms yes ah! tmr no school happy die me!! hahahahahhas hope u wont hurt urself tmr.
sometimes ppl say couples should share or like talk to each other but for me i feel that i rather dun say anything and keep quite and dun care .there like only way from wat i see now. omg tonite i am going watch my stairs to heaven. shiok!!:) Nj hubby now i totally understand how you feel.

2011-07-13T20:24:00.000+08:00

Sian arhh sch these days. tmr need go for the loreal master colour thinging. 9.30 start. yawns
head so giddy today.Roar.keep vomiting . hate this feeling so xinku. bibi bibi bibi wish to faster see you. oh man i miss you badly bibi. hope today urs are plans are going fine .
today saw sch have dance contest make me feel like going back dance . Dance is such a wonderful thing that cheer's me up and make me forget all things that make me unhappy. tmr i am on diet so sian sch food@@.
Hmms was thinking why you did not come to sch today but i guess i shall just dun care.Why when i see you my heart will soften and still wan care for you even though u think i am always wrong and nv appreciated me at all.... f man wat is wrong with me but i guess i shall ignore you .Felt dumb to be nice to you again in life.
today nv see ah cute if not can catch him then ask him be my model wa shiok..lols jk i think i crazy siall.
bibi i wan hug u!!:(((

2011-07-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

hais hais hais today again go sch do nth couse no model@@...... hais .i miss you dear hope u felt the same way as i do. u are leaving sg soon. oh man!!!! hate this feeling .hais guess i cnt change anything.....:(
hmms went to eat dinner with my classmates .wow enjoy eating. only eating make my disturbs in head away!!

these days i keep thinking nj when that time we ask each other how long can we take this man!!!!
hais tmr need go for sw so sian sia.... hmms if you are seeing this hope you are doing well dude.:)

2011-07-11T18:33:00.000+08:00

wow today is such a wu liao day!!!!go sch take time table and go home.....diao...
so lame... i color my hair at j's salon. whoohoo. so happy. lalalalalalla byebye ugly roots hello red red^^
sch food is getting more and more sian man!!!! boring..... baby i miss you man ytd cnt see u today cnt see see till friday then u book in then see u awhile then u book in again. hais.sadd. bibibibibi jy's worhhs.
wow final term 3 assignment done then i can dun need to go sch and wait for ia liao!!! lalalalalallalas
faster faster.

2011-07-10T16:28:00.000+08:00

oh man i am missing you man, thanks baby for taking care of me ytd when i get ill even though u cnt really tc of me now but if u have the time i am sure u will tc de right!lols i love you. yay u will bring me eat ice cream when i ok. hehehehhe so happy. lalalalallalalals hope u rest well after the duty u done today. muacks. so going buy my contact lenses.i quit color lenses .make my eye spoil sia soon!!!!....

2011-07-09T04:02:00.000+08:00

hmms today watch the zombie show finish,fall aslp and then rush down took a cab!! oh f man got jab then need pay more.. damm!!!! then went to meet bibi and after that together go his cousin wedding.hais after seeing the wedding .it does not make me feel like marrying at all dont know why. lols maybe when i get older i will want get married fast barhhs.hahahahs

2011-07-07T18:37:00.000+08:00

hmms i keep thinking suddenly are u really the one am i going to spent with my whole!!! oh man!! my mind fickle again!!! shit i love you but when it really comes to marriage i am kind of like not into it.oh man!!! As in i often say yes i wan to marry u this and that but i guess if it really happen i am speechless to answer you that. i guess maybe i should really think about it.

2011-07-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

wow, today woke up went meet nj at bugis. hehehehehhes
we shop shop here and there like crazy then eat like crazy too. oh man why does this earth food so nice to eat like keep putting on too. roar!!! how i wish i dun really like to eat de. baby misses too so much. wanted to meet u but then i guess i pei nj longer ba then friday then meet u. hehehehehes baby muacks. so happy after talking to you now i going to bed lerhhs thinking of hw much i spent i feel like crying.roar. off to bed.

2011-07-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

i becoming more and more tired .yawns......i love to sleep. hahahahahhahas
hey baby thanks for the surprise that u bring me go watch show and eat ice cream.Hope u enjoy but not i force it de. appreciate it alot baby^^

2011-06-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

wat a day of disappointment over and over again. i guess it will keep going on and on. i felt like this make our rs failing sia.... hais but i just have to accept it. hubby for u maybe u will dc or wat but i wish to dc like last time but it just cnt man!!!! ytd i was so happy couse u say will bring me watch movie and eat ice cream then everything turn the opposite way...... false hope i knw watever u say i should prepare for the opposite thing to happen then i wun so break down again...... maybe from now onward i will treat everything u say the opposite word barhhs...
soonn u will be going to thailandfor ur army again ... hais..... this week of holidays i think you have or dun have does not make a differents to me couse it will nv going to change..... i just fooling myself and bluffing myself that it will be a great week to spent with you ..... hais keep tearing and tearing to make me feel better couse i am suffering in slience .:( hais how i wish it can be wonderful& happy.

2011-06-30T02:35:00.000+08:00

At first i thought we are really going for a movie but sadd cnt watch. hais but nbms just have to accept it couse i <3 you. how i unhappy i will cool down and will be alright couse i love you. baby baby i miss you .loves hubby hubby nj i miss freaking much so long nv see you liao. hope to see u soon^^

2011-06-26T17:18:00.000+08:00

my boy i love u more then anything but maybe i am selfish and controlling too much.
maybe i scare losing you thats why i acting like that. if loving u too much giving you stress and make u sad then i shall let go. i too much i think. hais baby i really do love you . need some peace in my mind!

2011-06-26T17:12:00.000+08:00

it does it keep repeating..!!!!! i guess soon i will go mad siall though its was really over and its flow sweetly and good but wow it happen again!!!! it make me feel like i am breaking down soon now or later. taking knife cut deeper and deeper....i dun wan to be like them and i dun wan to walk their road. i change and nv wan to reapeat my mistake again cos i feel is when change i really mean it but then i find what use to change so much when u keep repeaty the history. anyway i wun do anything to make you mad or sad i am just super upsad cos knowing that u will keep everything to urself from now then let me knw. if only i am become the pass chriscia that my heart is more cold and wun even so upsad over this kind of thing then goos lerhh .if i am last time i guess i like dun even care wat u are doing just doing my thing....now the me is like keep sad and its on and off like a stuck feeling i am suffering.... i feel that i can nor longer be like last time since u change me so much. all i wan is just so simple but why i get is this!!!! though love is wonderful but i feel like it only give hurts and more and more hurts!!! maybe u are tired of me le barhhs i guess. hmms last time u will nv give up calling me but these day u text one or 2 then u nv text or call me lerhhs...... my life sux .....

2011-06-23T22:15:00.001+08:00

wow the rain is so shiok but then afternoon hot like hell!!! baby today u must jiayou's worhhs. you can do it de i knw u can couse u so want to get ur red red^^ hahahahahahs hope when they give you break you drink lots of water cos i scared u get heaty. yay tmr can see my bibi happy get his red red after all his effort! hahahahs
woah f man my bs got some kind of problem!!! damm!!!! yawns next week is the loreal key thinging... sian@@ cries... i wan my holiday!!!! my dear hubby nj hope u are studying hard and have confidence in ur exam. i am sure u can do well in all cos my hubby is the smartest^^ heheheheh hmms hope u are doing well kevin. Bibi i miss you~

2011-06-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

baby chill man . dun care about the malay . sayang. hehehhes so happy hug hug you feel so good.^^
hugging you is like the warmest ever. i love you baby. jyjy tmr worhhs baby u can do it for the road march .hehehehhes have a good night rest and restore ur energy and tmr you are good to go.^^
muack.

2011-06-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

baby i miss you so much.You are in my mind every sec when i eat slp or doing anything.
bibi guess u are slping. hehehehe suddenly my mind got flash back when we first met make me feel so happy .
hehehehehes. we might have scars in the past but ever since i met u you made me learn how to treasure and love like ever before.Baby u are so lovely and wonderful to me. you give me faith to love and to fall once again. boy u are only thing i have right now. i thought i might nv love anybody ever again but u changed everything.Thanks baby. bibi we have bad times that almost ended our love but when i always thought we are going to be done ,my heart just dun bare to hurt you and just want you to be happy . if we ever part i guess i am gone my soul is gone.You are like the life in me baby. i love you bibi. Wish that i am also the girl that brings light in ur life that makes u happy.:) loves.hehehehehs

2011-06-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

baby u got that smile that only heaven can make.i pray to god everyday that you will be always be with me.You are my dream thats not a thing i wun do.i give my life up for you course you are my dream.Baby everything that i have its yours,you wun go cold or sad .i be there when u need me let you know that you are always lovely to me.Boy cos u are the only thing i want. Nothing will come between us , i will be beside you bibi. Only you make my life complete.Just have your eye a little on me that will be mine forever.one day when the sky is falling i will be beside you no matter what.i love you bibi.

these words are from my heart baby to you.

2011-06-20T14:44:00.000+08:00

Gonna Dance Dance dance till i release my suffering thoughts!!!! thanks baby for that text.loves

2011-06-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

hmms seriously sometimes i feel that u dont love me and i will get emo....why does humans think so much ...=.=
i getting more and more sensetive with every move or word you say. hais.... if only i am like last time then good lerhhs everything also dun give a damm.... shit but now i am like different@@ hais Wish you all the best for wednesday.

2011-06-14T01:59:00.000+08:00

hmms thanks so much for lending me money when i in need or someone to talk to.u nv fail to be there as a fren .thanks i feel that i owe u too much .hope ur project goes well . hais feel like giving up so much i feel my motivation is running out....i feel so xinku to overcome it but then i dun bare to leave u but hais i feel so fuck up now..... knowing that u are coming back later .i feel like even u are back or not back its just another day. maybe i use to not seeing u much these 1 month that makes me even one day u back i will like ok that all.F man... i felt so bad towards you my love.. seriously idk wat the hell or fuck i am doing... i suddenly dun feel like seeing you knowing one day or so u will leave me again due to army.... hais chriscia tan chriscia tan y u think so much... hais.... seriously think as i grow older my thinking gets more complicated as compare to my younger days.totally dun agree with it anymore.. hais.. maybe i just have to have a good rest and good sleep and forget ba.. hais...

2011-06-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

today raining so shiok= good for sleeping. hahahahahs woke up then play bs for awhile then go prepare then meet kim and pei her buy xiaoma bd present for his birthday. hahahahahs. wahahahahahs i spent around 50 bucks today. F man!!! laughs clothes at bugis make me lose control. roar!!!! SAMUEL chong i miss you loads. wahahahahahs u are coming back whoohoo. wahhahahahs. this 1 month seem like 1 year to me couse we dun have chance to talk or watever. hmms=( i love ya boy~

2011-06-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

i miss you baby, 4 more days and u will be back^^ so happy wahahahahahhas
yipee. loves. i lose weight hahahahs but i think i still look fat@@LOLS baby when you are back i am so going to hug u to sleep. hahahahs muacks. wahahahahahahhas

2011-06-09T22:13:00.000+08:00

at last my exams all end.happy till the max man.Baby now i am really looking forward for you to be back in singapore.muacks.i am missing you!!!!! yes i lose 1 kg. hahahahahhahas lalalalalallalallalas
i hope all my exam pass with good good marks.hehehehehhehes:D

2011-06-07T16:35:00.000+08:00

Hais dk wat is wrong with me. hais i feel like an fucker now.....when i hear ur voice and you say i miss you anot i staight away say i dun miss you .. hais wtf is wrong with me siall.... actually the first word i say to you is the truth for the time being. my feelings and mind thinking is really going negative.... f sia......hais wat am i thinking.. hais baby hope ur back will cure soon and jiayous for the further days in brunei.. hais maybe i should mia and cool down my thoughts. yes arhh!!!! i more exam to go and whoohoo...

2011-06-05T00:19:00.000+08:00

wow today went jogging to my leg pain ..i think i so long nv jog lerhhs... i still prefer dancing as a exercise to jogging:} hahahahhahahas baby i miss so much man!!!! hais these days when u call me i dun have the chance to talk to you hais... and i have been thinking alot... feel like giving up but then again if i did i really a fucker man to u and i cnt bare to hurt you but hais..... hais baby these days i suddenly feel that you dun exist in my mind like ever is it my brain got some kind of problem or my heart got problem.... baby i am so sorry .maybe after all i am a asshole.... i seriously search my heart why i am like that but it just does not give me a confirm answer and choice to make... its all abt me the problem lies in me ....

2011-06-03T02:38:00.000+08:00

baby i miss you man!! woke up eat laksa for lunch and bread fast then watch epic the movie~ lols
then bath lerhs then rush down to cityhall and meet nj and min min. hmms min min be strong you will find some other guys which treat you good :) Went esplanade and chat and eat hahahahahhas.So happy and really enjoy with u guys:) baby hope you are alright down there. 12 more days to see you love~

2011-06-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

Today wake at 8+ then i play fish joy awhile then go prepare go sch lerhhs. hahahhahas
went to sch and have efc... then break lerhhs super happy couse hungry so chiong to yong tau foo stall with the rest ..the worst is when i get back my change my 10 cents drop into lisin soup.omg larhhs!!! lols
i ask the aunt change soup for her...opps!!! hahahahs after eating went to lab to slack and wait for hpm lesson.
hais sch these day so sian!!! monday is exam must really study on sunday and sat .Went town pei chris to take her shoe and then went to eat wanton mee at far east!! whoohoo.... and went back home scream like a ass seeing my weight 53.5kg...like wtf... i gaining weight fast.. fuck man!!! must slim down if not i can forget wearing nice clothes@@ my phone bill very stressful man @@ arhhss!!!! hais dun know why u call me then i saw but i like not interested of picking up ur call. omg i rather watch tv sorry bi i think i becoming more like a fucker and not a lover!!!.... damm wat is wrong with me!!!! like a f man!!! baby seeing u texting me and after reading but nv reply u... seriously dun knw wat is wrong with me is not i dun miss u or dun love u just hais idk...F it man!!! i think i am a bad girlfriend and a bad lover . hais

2011-05-31T22:11:00.001+08:00

Baby i every single day is missing you man!!! hoping u are ok and wishing u are alright and of couse hope u faster back to sg!! wow i am really gaining weight man!!! lucky this sat going bedok reservoir jog!!! must jog till i died man then can!!! today eat breakfast at mac shoik dao!!! whoohoo hahahahahahs i bought a new Havanas so happy dao. hahahahhas:)

2011-05-29T15:21:00.000+08:00

Omg i becoming fat!!!!! i promise you that i will slim down. i guess i need to go jogging from next week onwards!!! baby baby its Sunday!!! i freaking miss you man 5 days nv see you!!!!:((( hais.. wish everything is going well there with u!!! hope u are not hurt or suffering badly.Everynight i pray that u are alright and will be save and sound to go back singapore.baby baby. :(

2011-05-27T18:22:00.001+08:00

baby baby i miss you badly!!!!! hais:(

2011-05-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

u are a fucking idiot and a asshole man!!!!! do you even have a heart !!!!........you make me lose faith in relationship and make me feel that man are all like you... fuck man .... seriously why are u related to me....
i thought u wun like that but now u show me u are a idiot and u make me dislike you..... oh god pls wake him up and change him..... hais.....today so tired do cherrie hair .hahahhahahs hmms eat with her and the rest. lalalla
hais cnt think of anything to write but super f up with u!!!!! nbcb fucker..... i have a forgiving heart as before but u destroy it that anybody that so something that i find its vry wat i hard to forgive....knn its all ur fault.... fucker...
the only thing is god is helping me to not become like you. hais tmr is my exam but i have no mood for it. hope i can do it. Sorry dear i on the phone forgot wish you. Hais these days ur phone got confiscated and u cnt text me i feel so not good at all.... But i guess soon on later i will let go... dk wat is wrong with me ... sorry if you see this bibi ... i just think now a days i get emotional easy when some little things... hais i wonder i this kind actually should stay single ...i dun wish be an idiot like that fucker only hurt ppl..... asshole man talking abt you.... baby you are flying off le soon hais guess i can go die lerhhs.... hmms i go slp lerhhs tmr is exam.GTG

cyrus CT

2011-05-17T18:16:00.000+08:00

Seriously why do you even say i love you to a person when you dun mean it and just say it for that moment and after long you changed!!!!What are words from you when you dun mean it...Pls be a man and stop escaping just face it and make ur decision ...stop giving excuses couse its does not work .i never thought you really such a heartless guy!!!! i pray that u will changed and really put your whole heart... but i guess you just want to leave and run away.....You are not fit to be a guy man asshole....God teach us to be forgiving but for you hw much forgive you wun change .pls wake up idiot!!!!! Wish god can make sense in ur mind.......You are over cruel lerhs .......u knw u are running away from ur responsibility and u just want be a coward and a player..!!!! What kind of heart u have man ... hais totally lost hope on you but just to pray and hope god will guide you and you will take back ur words...Wow today went to eat at airport with mummy.:) heeheehee my fishball noodles shiok!!!
whoohoo after that wanted to drink coffee at coffee club but it was pack so we did not. we chat chat and went home. whoohoo ~:) baby i miss you man, lucky ur mum told me you went road march if not i though you ignore me or want leave me!!! baby muacks.hais they really torturing you guys.sayang wish and hope you wun go brunei !!!! :(( baby i love you. jiayous.

2011-05-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

Hais dear xinku ni lerhhs.u suffer so much and wanted to stay on but whats the point man baby!!!
i mean like i dun understand you guys larhhs, i just find army is like just a serve and f off kind of thing.....!!!
hmms maybe i am a girl thats why!! i just hope ur back wun get worst and i pray that you wun hurt further or wat!!hais baby ur body is more important then watever thing !!! Wish u made a right decision .... hais saw ur fb and ur frens push u to go further but i just find no point is not that u giving up or wat when u go throught and ur back or wat get serious!!! u think army will care or so ever!!! hais... i miss you baby!!! ytd cnt meet you couse not feeling well .baby made u worry.sorry!! i love you. GTG

2011-05-12T20:29:00.000+08:00

baby baby baby sam sam!!! i miss you .today is thursday lerhhs.hope you faster come back.
today victor at last come back to sch lerhhs after so long!!!! hahahahahahha
hmms drank gong cha!!! whoohoo.i guess i am becoming fat and indeed i did put on weight!!!!
lols hahahahahhas hmms cnt find model for bleaching i think i can gg lerhhs!! :(

2011-05-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

my dear my dear samffy, i miss you much much.faster faster com back from outfield i am waiting for you. muacks.!!! i wan fast exam all over and gradurate from this sch and proceed to the next one!!! A few more months to go jiayous! hahahahahhas.baby baby baby lalallalalalas thanks mummy for buying me dinner^^
loves.hahahahhahass

2011-05-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

Today i woke up late!!GG!!! miss the commercial service!! hais reach sch eat with kim kim joey they all.
after that have hair perming . sorry kim kim i dun know wat happen:( hope u are alright ahya u also knw she like that so chill!!!:( loves. baby i miss you much much:}hope you can bare with it with this outfeild i miss you so much.jiayous worhhs my dear!! .Tmr curry rice with u kim kim^^ hahahahahs

2011-05-08T13:35:00.000+08:00

yawns yawns yawns, actually wan meet at 7 but become 8+ laughs due to my fluffy dear. haha so funny siall all the elections going on ytd... and is noisy also.laughs.Sun burning like a fire make me feel not good at all!!! Sun i hate you!!! roar!!! if only Singapore got winter or spring how nice man!!!! i these days feel so hungry easily and grow fat easily too!!! baby baby baby next week going outfield.:(((((( hais hw i wish his outfield cancel. lols . hungry hungry. Sian tmr need go back sch... more sian i now freaking hungry and my whole family slpping like a pig@@ roar!! mummy happy mother day!! hehehehehhe .i miss you samffy!!!

2011-05-07T04:41:00.000+08:00

hais hais hais the only thing i can do is sigh!! after so long i feel still like that... the more i care the more dissapionted and emotional i get.... why cnt i dun get emotional like last time... now the me is it a good thing or a bad thing i dun even know.... i just think just focus in career the best no point of the rest. The more i care the worst it get so why dun just leave it and give up for the moment and see how it goes.Mummy have to wake early for the election thinging. LOLS hmms i am hungry and tired but i cnt slp.F it man!!! i guess i go watch some movies till i tired,Miss my nianjie^.^ GTG

I pretend I dont care, because I know it'd be completely pointless to express what I feel couse it will be always like that~:(

2011-05-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

wow today woke up then meet kim and joey at tam then we go eat bk for lunch.Then rush to sch.yawns @@
after that we have haircutting lesson.So tired then i go eat eat.shiok.Hope my fluffy lovely laogong is ok at army.After hair perming went with the girls to buy gong cha then rush to cityhall meet my aiai nian jie and min min.heehee enjoy with you guys at marina barrage. heehee loves. gtg to slp lerhhs.